tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-66386993552045920822024-03-13T21:12:55.882-07:00randoM stanceSAbout me and my erratic feelings which pops out randomly…
Portraying the ‘inner’ me!
© T SukeshT Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.comBlogger40125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-30356053442003502362013-10-24T07:53:00.000-07:002013-10-24T07:56:05.884-07:00Hills!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">I left things behind, her gleaming photographs, her scarf, a thick papery wisdom which she once lent me and then never took it back, a basket of her memories and a heart that had cried for her. So, to relish and fall in love with th</span><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">e slippery silence of mountains, singing of anonymous birds, smell, sap and individuality of each pine and oak tree, sharp edged old rocks, fluffy sheet of pearly clouds. I will confine in them, I had thought.<br /><br />Life is surreal but even in new places, we find a similarity, we are familiar. Just, like I sense a conversancy with the curved tracks, with the season of shiver on the hills, with the rook of an official tourist guide, with the hum of wind and with the gloom and murk of the mountains and still how they look majestic with lighted homes, unevenly distributed on the slopes, wide, vast flare, asymmetrical yet beautiful in the black.<br /><br />Something on the top of the farthest hill, a source of light we see, may be a home of a familiar stranger. How amazing life would that person have, said Asish and we gazed in silence, eyes wide open to scoop out. I wonder, who, so different from his compatriot, who much in love, would have been living there, where sky kisses the forehead of a mountain. How romantic home would that be.<br /><br />We return back to our hotel. And while I was trying to comfort and warm my shivering, skinny body, I think of our moments of intimacy, when we uttered nothing, shared and talked with eyes, with heart and mind, our body melted as one, speaking just in thoughts, similar thoughts.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span><br />I still feel the same even when she is far away, not in touch, no letters and no calls. Her thoughts poise me. And still, we brilliantly talk, share and cuddle, just in thoughts.<br /><br />The vehicle of my conscience never lets me confine in these few years, from the birth to death.<br />I might have left the things which I can touch and see, but how do I separate what I feel?</span></span></span><br />
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-85087336725948326722013-07-03T05:57:00.000-07:002013-07-03T08:37:07.664-07:00Another Verse!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white; color: #37404e;">The insane beer had swiped the moisture from my throat</span><span style="color: #37404e;"><br style="word-spacing: 0px;" />
<span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white;"><span style="float: none; word-spacing: 0px;">I stared at the
crescent moon with tiny pink yellow arc lamps around it</span></span><br style="word-spacing: 0px;" />
<span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white;"><span style="float: none; word-spacing: 0px;">No I wasn't waiting
for an accidental shooting star</span></span><br style="word-spacing: 0px;" />
<span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white;"><span style="float: none; word-spacing: 0px;">Nor I wanted to get
in cacophony of the turbulence rushing inside</span></span><br style="word-spacing: 0px;" />
<span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white;"><span style="float: none; word-spacing: 0px;">Words I had said,
emotions I failed to fathom</span></span><br style="word-spacing: 0px;" />
<span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white;"><span style="float: none; word-spacing: 0px;">And I was searching
for your eyes to soak some sunshine</span></span><br style="word-spacing: 0px;" />
<span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white;"><span style="float: none; word-spacing: 0px;">For the twist of
your breeze to land in sanity</span></span><br style="word-spacing: 0px;" />
<span style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% white;"><span style="float: none; word-spacing: 0px;">Restiv</span><span class="textexposedshow"><span style="word-spacing: 0px;">e gust smashed my face</span><br />
<span class="textexposedshow">Thunders cracked the wild blue yonder into chunks</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><br />
<span class="textexposedshow">Was that a prudence for a forthcoming tornado?</span><br />
<span class="textexposedshow">Why a man never has enough tears I asked my
forlornness!</span><br />
<span class="textexposedshow">Only my ink and the blank sheet knew where I could
find you</span><br />
<span class="textexposedshow">With deserted lungs and my craggy hands I picked up
a feather</span><br />
<span class="textexposedshow">My beloved, this dawn wants me to write another
verse for you</span><br />
<span class="textexposedshow">And I will cotton on to the papery romance like the
love we make</span><br />
<span class="textexposedshow">Longing for the warm caresses, longing for you...</span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-62455508614635621662013-05-21T05:15:00.000-07:002013-05-21T07:54:13.020-07:00"The Home of 60's"<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">I long for my mud home of 60's</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">With soothing scent of monsoon around</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">With careless white pigeons flying back homes in the dusk</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">And cattle’s singing, staring the sun slipping down the sky</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Where dawn wakes up with temple bells</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Where people wear a white soul</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">In a twilight long gone by</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">North-star appeared so bright</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline ! important; float: none; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Saptrishi illustrated different sign</span>s<br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Like a puzzle game till the dawn</span><br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;"></span><br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">Oh..How badly I miss my mud home of 60's</span><br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">How deeply I long</span><br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">With my paralyzed heart</span><br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">With morality and Baba’s teaching deep asleep</span><br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">With a black curtain covering my dawn</span><br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">I take a deep breath and cherish the memories</span><br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">That some day I will find my home again</span><br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; word-spacing: 0px;">If not in my life, possibly in my grave!</span></span></span></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-52450630497486196022013-05-17T10:15:00.000-07:002013-05-18T08:31:19.803-07:00Catastrophe!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Tough I named it 'Catastrophe' but my hopes breath<span style="font-size: small;">, they </span>shine and I <span style="font-size: small;">see them becoming<span style="font-size: small;"> a fraction of my life. Declaring 'Stoic<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: small;">' in the end <span style="font-size: small;">helps me with a grin<span style="font-size: small;">, with a life!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I lock myself up amid the stars<br />
With planets and dark rough particles floating around<br />
I daydream of you<br />
In the black hole of memories I’ve created</span></span></div>
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Nothing lasts forever they say,<br />
But I thought you and your spring would<br />
Leaving myself untied, I fly alone<br />
And my eyes flood with tears I have left behind</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">The rainbows vanish<br />
The stars turn dark<br />
Sun eclipsed<br />
I guess my fate never had a love story between stars<br />
With tendering tune of flute</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Engaging in warfare with myself<br />
I <span style="font-size: small;">h</span>unt for you<br />
So to fix things up<br />
So to live the life we sketched</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Loneliness steals my smile<br />
And prose’s of you brings it back<br />
The sweet memories will be my life’s phase again<br />
Stoic wrote the truth!</span></span></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-14953415348743953592013-04-15T09:40:00.000-07:002013-05-18T08:31:25.741-07:00Tempting love<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">I look at her, hoping to uncover <br />
what’s beneath her skin<br />
to wrap myself around her<br />
and slumber with her spirit <br />
to enfold and share her stirring<br />
her shining, her warm<br />
eager to sense her innocence</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">I want to loose my corners<br />
and be lost in her splendor<br />
touch her golden fingers<br />
her butterfly eyes<br />
when her hairs cascade over me<br style="mso-special-character: line-break;" />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">I want to adore her<br />
her charm and love<br />
that she entices me<br />
I want my body to merge with her<br />
Yearn with an urge to clinch her<br />
to taste her taste<br />
and not with the physical sagacity<br />
this love making we will share</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">One day stars will align to make this possible</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">They will feed our fire and keep us aglow<br />
with a sweet joy that would wrap us as one</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;">Without fear and forever<br />
I will cross outer boundaries to obtain her<br />
I will fight the thunders<br />
from a heartbeat, a hope, a stare and a smile!</span></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-41433632039900389472013-04-14T05:06:00.000-07:002013-04-14T05:06:04.987-07:00Just for a little time!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">They say time fixes it all.</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Time heals as they say.</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">So we shall now give each other some time.</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Not together, but just a little far away</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Not forever, but just for a little time</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">For we both to live our precedence's</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">For our love to not shatter in folly</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">We must stay apart for a while, for a little time.</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">I am wretched by daily woes</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">My heart aches and throat chokes</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">And I know even you undergo the same<br />I don’t tend to steal your endurance<br />Let’s not make our emotions fragile<br />Lets be lost and commit no wrong<br />And let us not hurt each other for a while, for a little time<br /><br />Let us reach a common ground<br />Small tracks means nothing<br />When ought to travel a life<br />Let us grasp our refuge<br />Let us pick the same heaven<br />And then we could sleep together on the edge of silence<br />With our souls meeting as one under the white moon.<br />So let us give each other some time.<br />Not together, but just a little far away<br />Not forever, but just for a little time<br />Lets be bitter today<br />That tomorrow will just be a little sweeter.</span></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-87605433263282594502013-04-14T05:04:00.000-07:002013-04-14T05:04:13.296-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Am aware that you now know</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">That I can’t hide the love</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Maybe, I have not learnt it yet.</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">I wonder if you have lost your affection.</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">I wonder how many rhymes of mine</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">you can swallow, silently</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">I wonder how many times</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">you can hide the love you have for me</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">I wonder..</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Before you explode with bitterness</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Behind my poetry<br />There are million things unsaid.<br />People don’t come with free trials<br />When true, people are forever<br />And I don’t want you to be impermanence<br />No, I don’t expect that out of you.<br />In the dead of winter<br />You were a red bud<br />outside my window,<br />In my misty grey garden<br />And when it has grown up<br />I don’t want it to be fragile<br />You were the sun<br />fighting with my dark demons<br />And when it has invoked brightness<br />I don’t want it to fade..<br />My darling, my entire life<br />I don’t want my sun to fade<br />I don’t want my bud to be fragile<br />I want you see your permanence<br />The sun has set many-a-times<br />But I will notice it only once.<br />I miss you.<br />Like I would miss a lung<br />My heart<br />or my rib<br />That you have become an inseparable part of me<br />Interwoven inside me<br />An integral part of my core.<br />I hope life is easy for you, you could breathe easier now.</span></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-65119778846914429352013-04-14T05:02:00.002-07:002013-04-14T05:02:30.906-07:00NO!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">No .. I don’t wanna amend us..<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">I don’t wanna change.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">For we must not stay in disappointments.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">I don’t wanna amend us and carry shadows of past.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">No, I will never amend us to be a puppet attached with swings.</span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">For once let us be free in thoughts.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Lets be mirrors.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">And make no clouded judgement.<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">And not speak the words that make our world’s fine but not US!</span></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-85766047244139738572013-04-13T12:28:00.001-07:002013-04-13T12:29:21.757-07:00Did you ever realize?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Did I ever tell you?</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">That you are as soft like silk</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">And taste like morning dew</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">That you smell sweet and green</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Like new white buds in the garden</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;" /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Did I ever mention?</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">That the rainbows emanate<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline !important; float: none; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">When a pearl like tear is hung on your eye lashes</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span class="text_exposed_show" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">Did I ever illustrate<br />That how I want to at look you when you are asleep<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span><br />And discover the perfect landscape from the creases on your eyelids<br />How I do wish to kiss you then and go lost in that scenery<br /><br />Did I ever describe?<br />That you are a part of me<br />My beloved you fall deep in my reflections<br />And without you I would drift away<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span><br />Drift away on a lonesome place several time zones away<br />Will drown in fears and insecurity<br />I will turn breathless and will silently starve for you<br /><br />Did I ever tell you?<br />That you uplift me<br />That you make me feel like ‘I can turn tides’<br />And shake the moon<br />That I can pull the stars down<br />And can be vibrant than them<br /><br />Did you ever realize?</span></span></span></div>
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silver stretch and the shimmering gold… The tides and the melody.. The
pink dusk and the grey haze.. And beneath the wide blue roof the wind
rushes..whistles in my ear.. One by one bright stars show high..
perplexed; which one shall I choose? Just like thoughts in my head they
are also scattered! My lonely heart resounds.. I smile as a tear rolls
down my cheeks. I look around<span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="text_exposed_show" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: white; color: #333333; display: inline; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: small; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 18px; orphans: auto; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: auto; word-spacing: 0px;">and
call out your name, only to be lugged away by the wind.. As it blew
away to distant..I stared at the horizon again, sighed and thought, at
sunset if there are you longing for me as I do! Moon dives in the sky
and I watch you in my hallucination, beyond, beyond the sky. ‘Next step
is love’ plays in my head, a smile dances on my lips as I turn and walk
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-29565114298711138672013-04-13T12:13:00.000-07:002013-04-14T04:06:44.397-07:00Ten Good reasons to blog again!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">It’s now dark and I have finished writing a poem and I just
don’t want it be tucked in my offline Ms-Word copy. The rule is that only
coherent thoughts are allowed to be published. But this doesn’t apply in my
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">So, below are the ten good reasons why I want to blog again
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><b>1. Because I got a new pen: </b>Believe this. Okay, I already had
pens but then again my new pen gives me a good feeling. Though I had got it
long time back. But then, what should you write about? Fishes? Summer? Chips? Crowded
like shit Delhi Metro? Oh.. wait. I know you will read it all what I scribble
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><b>2. Because I have been crowding my Facebook wall with long
status updates & was resistant to poke people with my passive-aggressive
posts: </b>Dare! This is my world. I am the king and I will write everything.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><b>3. Because I was thinking that I have become lame and I don’t
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of others: </b>Yes. We learn from our own field of experiences but then again
our frame of references also helps in life. Helps a lot.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><b>8. Because I haven’t updated from a long time: </b>I see my
visitors graph going high. People around the world land here and they find just
old stuffs and that brings to a halt - their REVISIT.</span></span></div>
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reading this. Dear reader, a writer definetely seeks appreciations but at the
same time he also expects reactions, not just the plain ones. But reactions to
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-47217705229970480082012-10-30T11:06:00.000-07:002012-12-04T20:29:11.182-08:00Illusions!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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They call me muse, they say am eccentric..<br />
And I stare at the crescent moon..<br />
The lady who wears that diamond ring in the sky dark..</div>
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Murky, lonely at the farthest.. <br />
She is only one who watches..<br />
Eventually..<br />
Watches me and listens to my songs..<br />
The songs which die like crickets in the dawn..<br />
The tears fallen on the blades of grass..<br />
Also fly away with the mist..<br />
And she does walk away with them..<br />
But then she conscientiously returns every evening..<br />
Just..<br />
Just to protect my illusions again.</div>
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<b><i>Sukesh</i></b></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-47154182437965260772012-10-29T11:58:00.002-07:002012-12-04T20:32:15.783-08:00Everyday!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Keep reminding me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Everyday</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">That you have walked away</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And will never come back..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Keep hurting me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">As many times as you could</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Breaking me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Into a thousand pieces</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Do it in a chores..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Or else I would walk down again</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forget the bad times</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">What I could garner</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Is touch of your hand and your silent whispers</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I could just remember</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Melting of our bodies in winter nights</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And caressing meeting of our souls</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forget the abuses</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forget the sins</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Probably it's my love that wins</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">My numb love has strength to win over my evil</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Despite your regular refusals..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Tell me that it's gonna be a lonely night ahead</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And you won't lull me to sleep..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Come and show me that dusk of red blood veil</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Make me believe that you've gone by and it's the void that follows</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Pinch in my eyes</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And tell me that there are no more roses and rainbows</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">What I see are just the shades of grey</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Frown me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And tell me the leaves are no more green</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">They are cut and have faded..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Curse this reality</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Kill my unconscious thoughts</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Or I will walk to you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Hoping for the history</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I plead, hurt me yet again</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Or else I will always be there</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">On the edge of your vision</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Everyday!</span></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-86434887632132366372012-07-19T07:47:00.001-07:002012-12-04T20:32:59.958-08:00Legend he is, Legends never die..<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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kaisi hai paheli.. haaye.. kabhi to hasaye, kabhi ye rulaaye..</i></span></span><span style="color: black;"> remember? How the legend picturised this song, in his Anandesque Kurta
Payjama, dimple cheeks, elegant hairstyle and charismatic smile with
colourful ballons in his hand along the seaside. Yes I am talking
about THE <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&biw=1024&bih=653&sclient=psy-ab&q=rajesh+khanna&oq=rajesh+khanna&gs_l=serp.3..0i3l2j0j0i3.2707.4591.0.5562.13.8.0.5.5.1.579.2361.0j2j3j1j1j1.8.0...0.0...1c.zwtAUJ70Fuw&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9">Rajesh Khanna</a>.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="color: black;">I
remember, I was eight when I saw my Uncle’s black and white photo with
belt over his shirt and then tried it in front of the mirror. Even in
late 90’s I liked it, tough I could not boast it in front of girls of my
class. My uncle told me </span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>‘It’s
a Superstars Style, It’s a Superstars sign’</i></span></span><span style="color: black;">
– none other than <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&biw=1024&bih=653&sclient=psy-ab&q=rajesh+khanna&oq=rajesh+khanna&gs_l=serp.3..0i3l2j0j0i3.2707.4591.0.5562.13.8.0.5.5.1.579.2361.0j2j3j1j1j1.8.0...0.0...1c.zwtAUJ70Fuw&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9">Rajesh Khanna</a> he was.</span></span></div>
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then switched on to his movies. Dad got the 'Video Home System' of <i>‘<a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&gs_nf=1&pq=amitabh%20bachchan&cp=5&gs_id=7n&xhr=t&q=bawarchi&pf=p&sclient=psy-ab&oq=bawar&gs_l=&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Bawarchi</a>’</i> and
I watched it twice that weekend. Born in 90’s I never had the
privilege to watch his stardom in real. But what heard of him makes
me believe that he was next to God. </span>
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were a whole lot of actors before Kaka came up, there were brilliant
actors too but none was crowned with the title ‘Superstar’. If
the term ‘Superstar’ was ever coined in Bollywood it was just and
the first for him. For some he introduced romance on screen, for some
he enjoyed the largest fandom, for some he brought tears with his
heart warming performances. </span>
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did his debut in ‘Aakhri Khat’ in 1966 and then from 1969 –
1971 he was the only one to give 15 consecutive solo hits. I wonder
if anyone else would have achieved that yet! </span>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="color: black;">There
were thousands of crazy females craving for Kaka, many wrote him love
letters in blood and many married to his photographs but then <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=dimple+kapadia&oq=dimple+kapadia&gs_l=serp.3..0i3l2j0l2.14861.17013.8.17130.14.6.0.8.8.1.234.1206.0j3j3.6.0...0.0...1c.nc4b7eI1Gwk&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Dimple Kapadia</a> was the lady whom Kaka tied the knot with. In 70s and 80s
Bollywood gossip columns were full of Khanna’s affairs and khanna’s
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<span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; text-align: left;">It
was pure literature – the dialogues and the songs of Kaka. His
verses from <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=anand&oq=anand&gs_l=serp.3..0l4.15767.17644.2.17771.7.6.1.0.0.0.206.920.0j3j2.5.0...0.0...1c.03bCfRzebXc&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Anand</a> have become the most hit dialogues of Bollywood and
I still have off pat how I recited the poem </span><span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>‘Zindagi
ek rang manch hai’</i></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; text-align: left;">
in a school play. Kaka was deeply attached and associated with his
songs and it’s worth remaining attached. His songs fit in all the
phases of life, be it romantic, be it contentment or be it sorrow.
You won’t just enjoy the songs but also understand the songs. He
was lively and charismatic when he said – </span><span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>“Zindagi
badi honi chahiye, lambi nahin”</i></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: black; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; text-align: left;">.
A deep philosophy which <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=anand&oq=anand&gs_l=serp.3..0l4.15767.17644.2.17771.7.6.1.0.0.0.206.920.0j3j2.5.0...0.0...1c.03bCfRzebXc&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Anand</a> truly lived.</span></div>
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had such a fandom that in the era of 70s fans came down all the way from Spain to
meet him; most unheard occurrence then. However, his last occurrence
on TV screen truly justifies his last dialogues </span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>‘mere
fans mujhse koi nahi cheen sakta’</i></span></span><span style="color: black;">.
He was the epitome of stardom. Reality it is. The trend which he set
drove all the stylish males to wear Guru kurta and belts over their
shirts. </span>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">He
was one of his kind and no one ever did and can ever replace him.
The way he presented his dialogues with tilted neck, dimple cheeks
and his crumpling eyes would make anybody his go crazy for him. Young and veteran
– celebrities of all age groups remember <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&biw=1024&bih=653&sclient=psy-ab&q=rajesh+khanna&oq=rajesh+khanna&gs_l=serp.3..0i3l2j0j0i3.2707.4591.0.5562.13.8.0.5.5.1.579.2361.0j2j3j1j1j1.8.0...0.0...1c.zwtAUJ70Fuw&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9">Rajesh Khanna</a> as an idol
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="color: black;">From
a dashing young pilot in Aradhana to an ill humorist in <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=anand&oq=anand&gs_l=serp.3..0l4.15767.17644.2.17771.7.6.1.0.0.0.206.920.0j3j2.5.0...0.0...1c.03bCfRzebXc&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Anand</a> to a
determined old man in Avatar, he fits in all roles. And he lived all
his roles in over more than 100 flicks. His heart warming performance
in <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=anand&oq=anand&gs_l=serp.3..0l4.15767.17644.2.17771.7.6.1.0.0.0.206.920.0j3j2.5.0...0.0...1c.03bCfRzebXc&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Anand</a> would surely get tears in your eyes. </span>
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1974 BBC made a film on kaka and titled ‘Bombay Superstar’. What
else is needed to justify his SuperStardom. Kaka was the lead protagonist
in majority of the films he did and they were all big hits of their time. 3
Filmfares and a life time achievement award are less to praise his
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="color: black;">Some
major hits by <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&biw=1024&bih=653&sclient=psy-ab&q=rajesh+khanna&oq=rajesh+khanna&gs_l=serp.3..0i3l2j0j0i3.2707.4591.0.5562.13.8.0.5.5.1.579.2361.0j2j3j1j1j1.8.0...0.0...1c.zwtAUJ70Fuw&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9">Rajesh Khanna</a> include – Baharon Ke Sapne, Aradhana,
Aap Ki Kasam, Kati Patang, Amar Prem, <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=anand&oq=anand&gs_l=serp.3..0l4.15767.17644.2.17771.7.6.1.0.0.0.206.920.0j3j2.5.0...0.0...1c.03bCfRzebXc&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Anand</a>, Bawarchi, Namak Haram
and space would be less if I keep on naming them all. His romance in
<i>Roop Tera Mastana</i> song was the most romantic scene on screen that
time. Lovers kept singing it to their girls. </span>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">"time
ho gaya hai ! Pack Up !" were his last words as <i><a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sa=X&ei=BiYIUNOQHYbirAeR8tTUAg&ved=0CE8QBSgA&q=babumoshai&spell=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Babumoshai</a></i> (<a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&gs_nf=1&pq=babumoshai&cp=5&gs_id=5p&xhr=t&q=amitabh+bachchan&pf=p&sclient=psy-ab&oq=amita&gs_l=&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Amitabh Bachchan</a>) wrote on his blog. Everyone’s voice is choked and eyes are wet.
The symbol of excellence he was. He will live on. His style, his Ada
can never fade.</span></div>
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<span style="color: black; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Today,
everywhere the headlines say – ‘<a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=rajesh+khanna+dies&oq=rajesh+khanna+dies&gs_l=serp.3..0l4.276317.277576.1.277645.5.5.0.0.0.0.184.684.0j4.4.0...0.0...1c.-0L-vmDR1qk&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Rajesh Khanna dies</a>’. Has he
really?? <i><a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=anand&oq=anand&gs_l=serp.3..0l4.15767.17644.2.17771.7.6.1.0.0.0.206.920.0j3j2.5.0...0.0...1c.03bCfRzebXc&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Anand</a> mara nahin, <a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?hl=en&q=rupee%20indian%20express&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&biw=1024&bih=653&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=iw&ei=CCAIUNyCJcbNrQe58YDpAg#hl=en&sclient=psy-ab&q=anand&oq=anand&gs_l=serp.3..0l4.15767.17644.2.17771.7.6.1.0.0.0.206.920.0j3j2.5.0...0.0...1c.03bCfRzebXc&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=cb0138a496693fa9&biw=1024&bih=653">Anand</a> marte nahin..</i></span><br />
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-80400434282153720832012-07-10T11:16:00.000-07:002012-12-04T20:33:17.598-08:00Serve My Every Need!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<i><span style="font-size: small;">Be with me here this moment.<br /> This morning.<br /> That I want to hold u tight.<br /> And see that smile on your lips.<br /> Cuddling I want to check all your manifestations.<br /> And U check mine.<br /> As U have never seen, the best of me.<br /> I am not what you have seen or perceived.<br /> Come close.<br /> I want to make love with your spirit.<br /><span class="text_exposed_show"> Blow gently, the love from your lips to lungs.<br /> Bite your fingertips, for all your veins to sense.<br /> I want to feel the warmth of your flesh.<br /> Hear the sound of collision of our teeth.<br /> Your body next to mine, let embrace like the connection of a lock.<br /> So You can never go again.<br /> Make love again as though it were a fairy tale that never ends.<br /> Envelope in such passion that we share each other.<br /> Then I will whisper ..I LOVE YOU..<br /> Before you drift in a dream..<br /> *Only heaven can sense this*</span></span></i></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-91497285317987480112012-06-12T19:51:00.003-07:002012-12-04T20:34:04.896-08:00Dreams<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif; line-height: 115%; text-align: justify;">I
dream daily. Many a times I forget it by the time I wake up but I dream on a
regular basis. I dream about almost everything.</span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">I
dream of love, I dream about life, I dream realities, I dream fictions, I dream
death, I dream about lies, I dream truth, I dream of past, I dream future, I
dream lust, I dream peace, I dream god and I also dream devil.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">Sometimes
I even want to lock that stage of sleep, that stage of dream. Wish if I really
could. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">But
this sudden encounter with reality has made me quite numb! I am dreaming weird.
Actually it isn’t weird. It is something surreal, something unusual.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">Okay,
here is a clear picture.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">I
went to doc last </span></span><span style="line-height: 18px;">Saturday</span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">. He said, </span></span><i style="line-height: 115%;">‘symptoms
are similar to jaundice plus your liver is not functioning properly’</i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">. Gave
a few colourful meds and asked me to come back on Monday. Also he was saying </span></span><i style="line-height: 115%;">‘glucose ki 2 bottle lagwa lo abhi’</i><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">. I
thought better to ignore him on that note and did that as well.<o:p></o:p></span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">That
was the second time in past one year when a </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;">medical<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>practitioner
warned me about my boozing habits in context to my life. I was stunned. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">Actually I don’t fear death; I fear a death with
unachieved ambitions. My soul will keep wandering in the universe till the time
god exits.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">That statement of doc did not let me sleep properly. My
dreams were tortured. My dreams were afraid in nature. I thought
what if I die tonight? I even updated that status on BBM : P<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">Humour apart, but this was something like a shock. I
know myself well. In fact, I know myself so well, that I fear defining myself
to 'myself'.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">That night my dream left me stranded on a highway.
Alone and pale. I was afraid of death for the first time, just because I have
not achieved what I always wanted. I have not lived my life yet. I have certain
tasks, certain ambitions, certain dreams, certain thoughts and a few people for
whom I wanna live. And everything faded for that moment.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">In past one year I have lost many friends, I have lost
many good people, I even lost Sana. :’( .
On an average I heavily booz thrice a week (I can’t be more brutal than this!)
and then call my friends. So, who the hell gonna tolerate me that way!
Understood and justified. I have no complains.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">But I have been in love with you all the time, even a
year after my breakup, I am Sana. My dear unfriend Friends I even respect you
and love you as I used to. I am not sure how should I confess.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">This post is just to yell out! I want to write every
shit which hits my mind now. I can’t blame anyone else other than me. I lost I
won, I got the credit and I have also got the shit!<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">My dreams are big, much bigger than my actions and that
stresses me up! Plus my regular destructive attitude towards myself is another
fucking fearing factor.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">I don’t know what I am craving for? <b>Love? Luck? Peace? Friends</b>? Don’t Know.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">There are some more serious issues running at my work
place which are bothering my dreams. Should solve them soon. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">Somehow I always find me in WTF situation! Needles to
say, I am an idiot.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">Now, all what I care about are my dreams. It involves
everything, my family, friends, ambitions; Everything. Like everyone else, I
want to keep dreaming to all corners. That weight of world and its complicated
affairs will take away my little peace and will disturb my dreams. My dreams,
my imaginations – I appreciate myself just for a single reason that I still
worry about them. </span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">...deep down, there's something not right. the lack of ______? *can't breathe properly*</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">This is the song, which I keep humming these days. It's something which makes my day :-) </span></span><br />
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-49990214923133948692012-06-02T00:26:00.000-07:002012-12-04T20:42:16.474-08:00I am not Dead!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">I am not dead. I AM NOT
DEAD (yelling). Tough, I did not prove my existence worth yet. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">Been a quarter since I
last scribbled here. Sometimes was lost somewhere and somewhere I kept ignoring
myself. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">It’s funny how life
drives us. From a lost teenager to a lost tweenager, I still could not find
myself. Resistant to bring my thoughts into action, I kind of blocked myself.
#Realisation.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>A summary of past
quarter:- <o:p></o:p></b></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b><span style="line-height: 115%;">I
Graduated.</span></b><span style="line-height: 115%;"> <b>YaY.</b> 20<sup>th</sup>
Jan 2012 – is engraved with golden letters in my History, does not matter if I
was not a scholar. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif; line-height: 115%;">My Undergrad was a
whim. A lost teenager, undecided what to do with his life, found himself in
Grad school, pursuing Mass Communication. The sudden encounter with the field,
I found it fascinating. Better than everything I could have done. Loved the
subject and the people I met.</span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">#Retrospect - Three
years were eventful. With rollercoaster emotional rides to unemotional career focus.
I experienced all. Final year was all doomed; still I managed to Graduate on
time. :D (sabash)<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">And finally my
Graduation day - it’s recorded deep down in all my ventricles. It was a
frictionless day and I kept enjoying the move. I enjoyed but missed you! </span></span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; line-height: 115%; text-align: left;">L</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b><span style="line-height: 115%;">Feb
and March at work station. </span></b><span style="line-height: 115%;">For two consecutive months I was
their slave. I worked like an underpaid ‘majdoor’. I managed one n half publication
(Online). Never was it less than 12 working hours. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">It all dropped me an
unscheduled life but it was a good understanding of work and the people around. </span></span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; line-height: 115%; text-align: left;">J</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b><span style="color: #c0504d; line-height: 115%;">My new Home. </span></b><b><span style="color: #4f81bd; line-height: 115%;">#Bliss. Nothing else to say about it.<o:p></o:p></span></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b><span style="line-height: 115%;">Mom Dad's 25<sup>th</sup> Marriage Anniversary:- </span></b><span style="line-height: 115%;">It was 10 months I went home. Had not met my
brother and my family for around 300 days. It was first time in history sazzy
was away from home for so many months. </span><span style="line-height: 115%;">L</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> But finally I made it on holi. 8<sup>th</sup>
March was holi and 7<sup>th</sup> was my parents 25<sup>th</sup> Marriage
Anniversary. <3<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">This is the collage I got for mummy and papa. All the way in train from Delhi to Singrauli, I kept caring about the Collage, if any one touched the packet I would stare him as if I would take out his kidneys. </td></tr>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif; line-height: 115%;">25 years and counting. A successful life. 2 wonderful sons (me and
bhai). The perfect bonding in the joint family. </span><i style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif; line-height: 115%;">‘poore parivaar ko saath lekar chalna’. </i><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif; line-height: 115%;">Indeed a great job. Our joint
family is the best thing I could have ever craved for.</span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">Few more events took place in past months but needless to mention them
or more I could not figure out or recall what good happened. My mind sometimes
becomes numb and blank like the blue expanse in front of me. If it’s a mental
disease, I wonder!<o:p></o:p></span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b>My new phone: </b> <a href="http://in.blackberry.com/">Blackberry</a> is something I always wanted. My new <a href="http://in.blackberry.com/devices/blackberry-curve-9220-9320/">curve 9220</a> gives a good feeling. </span></span><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif; line-height: 18px;">Thanks papa for getting me one. </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; line-height: 18px; text-align: left;">J</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b><span style="line-height: 115%;">Present Life:</span></b><span style="line-height: 115%;"> I have about faced to something not like sazzy. No pain is fatal in life, I have realized, my normal pulse assures me.
Sana is gone and I still cry for her at times (mostly when am intoxicated,
happens every week). But in normal situation, when in all my senses <i>‘t<span style="background-color: white;">hese days it’s
getting harder to remember what it felt like to feel like there was a person
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that feeling to fade away, that pain, that ache and above all, that love. God
listens what I deeply crave. I am happy, nostalgia stroked deep a few days back
when I was all in my sanity. The above statement in italics was proved wrong
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sometimes feeling less. But all the time there is a chamber of my heart where
there is no blood, which is without any sensation, no feeling of joy, no sense
of hurt. And that’s the reason why am alive today. Sana, after you were gone I
had the toughest phase, now so much experiencing pain and loneliness has made
me so paradoxical.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;"><b><span style="line-height: 115%;">Career:</span></b><span style="line-height: 115%;"> No big milestones were accomplished, but just one that I
got published and started writing for tech page in <a href="http://www.financialexpress.com/">Financial Express</a>. Finally,
after a year of work in Online I got a chance to write in print. I still work
for Online and also I write weekly in FE Gadgets. Will post another blog entry
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,'Times New Roman',serif;">But what bothers and pinches is that – is this the work I always wanted
to do? I never wanted to be a tech writer!! So, what do I crave? Still confused
and undecided! Don’t know where life is driving me. <i><a href="https://www.google.co.in/search?tbm=isch&hl=en&source=hp&biw=1366&bih=667&q=walking+with+raam&gbv=2&oq=walking+with+raam&aq=f&aqi=&aql=&gs_l=img.3...27544.30294.0.30504.17.12.0.5.5.0.160.1504.0j12.12.0...0.0.Vj5Aa5A6fs8#hl=en&gbv=2&biw=1366&bih=667&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=5r_JT-qtLIvJrAel9u3ODg&ved=0CAUQvwUoAQ&q=lord+rama&spell=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=4278b811f3aaa7d6">Raam</a></i> I trust you and am walking.</span></span><br />
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-57851774361222661612012-01-01T05:41:00.000-08:002012-12-04T20:42:23.347-08:002011 Round-Up.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Crap! Life plays brutal. But I have no complains, as the whole 2011 was a complete mess! Okey, it was mixed. Turns and turmoil. Good and Bad. Joy and Depression. Achievements and Failures. But alas, I made it to 31<sup>st</sup> Dec. YaY!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Many of you who read my blog would’ve known that I sorta fell into depression (albeit not a clinical one) and survived in stress in most months of the year. And the state was beyond – what words and figures can tell. :-p</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">You see there are number of first encounters this year. Oh yes! It also accompanies<i><strike> “My First Forever Break-Up.” </strike></i>(Though I’ve not been able to consider the fact!). But <i>shayad </i>it concluded.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">2011 was the year when I realised that transient pleasures can be painful than anything else. 3/4<sup>th</sup> of the year just revolved around a single person. Okey, the whole year did. Judging by the endless hue and cry raised by the informal conservative relationship here over a bit of collapsing is justified. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">However, the whole year played monotonous but the end was rocking! Trust me. I had made myself a tanker when it came to boozing and a chimney in case of smoke. After much of persistent pressures, one fine day on 25<sup>th</sup> Dec I called my mentor and then my Parents. Confessed everything and told them the history of the year. Shared my breakup and about my drinking habits – The two major reasons for the drastic change in my Life. Gosh! I wonder how can they still see the right through me? I am a ruined guy and still they believe me. Well, that’s how mentors and parents are. They can judge what was frayed inside and can figure out what your heart truly wants.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">And with that I promised myself to quit boozing! Yes that’s a Sazzy’s statement. People fear when I say this :-p. Although occasional boozing never seems me wrong but it somehow drives me away from my roots. Well, I don’t want my brain noodles to burn now – So I will booz only on occasions ONLY after getting permission from my parents! Ok. Now it’s fair. And am on the alleyway to quit smoking –<b> I AM TRYING HARD!</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">So <i>yeah</i>. That's pretty much about my <b><span style="color: #ff6666;">C</span>.<span style="color: #ff6600;">O</span>.<span style="color: yellow;">L</span>.<span style="color: #999900;">O</span>.<span style="color: #33cc00;">U</span>.<span style="color: #3333ff;">R</span>.<span style="color: #000066;">F</span>.<span style="color: #663366;">U</span>.<span style="color: #cc66cc;">L</span></b> year in 2011. How about yours?<br />
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Before I forget.. Happy New Year. Love.</span><a href="http://www.sazz-2.blogspot.com/">☺</a></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-21073993856647951542011-12-24T03:06:00.000-08:002012-12-04T20:43:07.433-08:00This day that year!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Memories are always motivations for something new, something good or bad. The encounters which pops up randomly leads to most of it. And then we groan, grumble and gripe about our tedious and unholy actions in the days coming by. We are humans and our tendency to expect, expect things in our favour never halts. We look forward to make things better despite our endless litany of complaints and war of dishonourable words.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">In the context of present situation it appears an unrelated story. But its truth. What I write is all true here. My persistent love for you is still awake in the dawn. We are two separated humans now; we don’t share a bond of love, nor friendship but may be a bone of contention dwells between us.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">“Her gloomy face was pinching me more than a sword. 1000 miles away from her home, she had no one to celebrate her <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christmas">Christmas</a>. In the dusk of chilly winter evening, she stood few walks away. She had cried last night as I yelled endlessly on her. Somehow I gathered strength to walk and she then walked along. I apologised, what better I could have done.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">After walking few meters we decided to sit in the lawns next to us, like setting sun I thought I was losing her. She loved me a lot and I did too. My yelling out and making her cry was all because of her disheartening actions. She accepted her mistake. I held her hand and we hide it by my blue shoulder bag, so that no one in the campus can see and bitch about it.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">For this year I wanted her Christmas to be the best, best ever she had. I called <a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002163035197">Jatin</a> and Heena (friends) and then we planned a Christmas dinner in the best resto lounge in Jaipur. My world lies in her happiness. I just wanted her to be happy. She packed her bag and then we left for <a href="http://in.local.yahoo.com/jaipur/3ds-restro-lounge-72e5ba110b4e15c2fcf7dac599b89ac2/">3d’s</a>.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">At 8 in the evening we sat under the stars on 8<sup>th</sup> floor of the corporate tower. Yes that’s where the 3d’s is. Cold wind blew off her hairs which were hiding her eyes, her lips appeared pink and beautiful than a newly born baby, she held my cold hands with her warm hands and on my shoulders she rested her head. And that moment I wanted to kiss her for the longest time. </span><span style="line-height: 115%;">I was bewildered by the magnificence of her beauty and wished to see her with hundred eyes. My heart was passionate and contended with the wondrous beauty and a loving soul that I now behold. She had breathed new life into me. Every fiber of my being was in <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Love">love</a> with her.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">We ordered for food, <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beer">beer</a> (<a href="http://www.tuborg.com/home.php">Tuborg</a>) and <a href="http://www.google.co.in/search?sclient=psy-ab&um=1&hl=en&biw=1366&bih=638&tbm=isch&sa=1&source=hp&q=hookah&btnG=Search">hookah</a>. We talked, laughed and had a quality time. All this plan would have not been executed so well without Heena and Jatin. Thanks a ton guys. I could sense all the love which they had for me. I was happy and so was Sana. I watched in her eyes and wanted to kiss her again.</span><span style="line-height: 115%;"> The dank airstream has made the milieu romantic, romantic than the valentine nights.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Things have changed and so has life. Oh, darn it now, the story is making us two unforgettable Hollywood couples. :D :p.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Life moves and relationships ends. Here I am, now in a different place altogether in a different state of mind and we are poles apart. </span><span style="font-size: small;">This year there's none of you! - </span><span style="font-size: small;">I wish if I had the photographs of last year. I miss you all - Heena, Jatin and Sana.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;">The night had all its elements together. It was murky and silent. It was also gloomy and lonely. Something had chocked my viscous veins and I was out of my senses. The senses to tell apart between good and evil, between right and wrong. I didn’t know what to say and whom to say! I tried to sink into a chair and fell down. I looked at the ashok trees in the hedge next to me. The dark fuzz had made him silent and asleep. A guard in his light blue uniform ran to me, he gazed at me and tried helping me. Sometimes you don’t need any support even at your worst and that was the moment. I just wanted to talk to someone but who would understand and care to talk to a person who has utterly lost his senses. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;">I called a friend from graduation. She was a good friend in the initial days when we met. And the worst part is she had never seen me the way I used to be. I had always been gloomy and weak from the time she had noticed me. Still she is good friend. Some misunderstandings disturbed our relation for a short period but it was temporary. She picked in just 3 rings and I asked “pallavi can you please talk to me” “ha sukesh sir bolo” she replied. She accompanied me on phone for next 15 mins with the positive way. There is certain intellectual and emotional attraction that I call her. I even wanted to talk to sana but she isn’t worth it. If she would be worth I would not have fucked up so badly. I cried and said all wanted to say but sadly I could not retain all of it. Pallavi said to me I am awesome. Haha. Yes how awesomely I have screwed myself I thought. Very patiently she heeded all what I wanted to say and so softly she tried normalizing my situation. She helped me get over my frail emotions. I don’t know what difference it made in her mind but it was calm in my heart. That moment I just wanted someone to hold and cry for all my wrong doings. How can she just see the right through me! May be there is! I am not sure but at least she made me feel so. </span></div>
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T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6638699355204592082.post-88393266911930173472011-12-01T14:16:00.000-08:002012-12-04T20:53:12.898-08:00What I crave!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: small;">This madness is killing me. Is taking me nowhere. A barren meadow of darkness is where I am colluded.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The ambitions are not being taken care properly; plans mostly run on my cell phone notes or die in my head. Forbidden tough the relation was but why I still crave for it. This life is worse than the decayed bodies. The nothingness is calmly tearing me within. The spots still leave a mark on my chest.. or deep in my soul! My heart begs me to soak some eyeful first, yes you. Soak some life if it still exists in ME.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">My memory only vomits images of you. What haunts my sleep is me, I see myself running, escaping and roaring in madness, trying to defy my existence. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">What I crave I never know! Is it you? Or just some peace in my burned up and discomposed life!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Death chased to this narrow edge, to the narrow stage of numbness where I could not touch what I crave for, you parting away weakens and hold me back.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"> What I crave…<br />
Finer details which leads to bliss.<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">What I crave…<br />
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or our caressing meeting of souls.<br />
To heed what life calls for…<br />
or the multitude of irreverent questions which just arises for you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Little things I promise.<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Come along that I am all yours.<br />
No kin or clan can daunt my love.<br />
Death can’t restrain my passion.<br />
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Meet me at the other end of my life.</span></div>
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I crave a time with you, with myself.<br />
I crave few moments of LIFE and HAPPINESS.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Just let me hear your heartbeats again.<br />
Let my lust be quenched by you again.<br />
I am here, frozen in blood.<br />
Melt me with the warmth of your breast.<br />
Let nothing touch my ear drums again.<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Let me flow in you like blood.<br />
Check all manifestations of your consciences.<br />
Agile, sad, silent, tactless, wild and bashful.<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Guide me to my ambitions.<br />
Show me the little details I die for.<br />
Take me to where I crave for. </span>☹<br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">It was already mid night and I in grown beards and complete exhausted state was waiting for my <a href="http://www.facebook.com/amreshpy">Pappu</a> (do not mislead – Pappu refers to Amresh, my best chum) from 3 fucking long hours with <a href="http://www.facebook.com/krvibhav">Vibhav Bhaiya</a> and <a href="http://www.facebook.com/likejagdeep">Titu</a> in the most shitty place on the most awesome day of my existence. Yeah... <a href="http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2005612184001.252912.1354530307">The Sukesh Divas</a> – My birthday. And yes I was in the shittiest place, Indian Railway stations sometimes appear me to be another HELL, people rock shit here, recorded noisy and neverclear announcements eat up your balls and bloody trains never runs on time. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">We hired an auto to Laxmi Nagar. Vihav bhaiya had already got a cake for which I asked him, which actually Amresh had asked me to buy and then stressed that he will pay for it and strictly mentioned <i>“cake pe <b><u>“sukko babes”</u></b> likhwana”</i>! Complicated, leave it! Anyways, we had a cake, we had food and we had a litre of <a href="http://www.google.co.in/search?um=1&hl=en&safe=off&biw=1366&bih=545&tbm=isch&sa=1&q=whisky&btnG=Search">crockery spirit</a> :D. The fucking party booster of all times.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Candles lit up at 2, friends sang wild songs, </span>cell was switched off, <a href="http://www.google.co.in/search?um=1&hl=en&safe=off&biw=1366&bih=545&tbm=isch&q=black+forest+cake&revid=25561623&sa=X&ei=_-t5TrzXMoXPrQehqojJDw&ved=0CDsQ1QIoAQ">black forest</a> and friends had fuelled me up. People tried their best photography skills but could not click a good snap of cake! I then followed the step – Cut the cake! </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">I performed my act very decently but as customary pals were bound to rub my face and hairs with cream, dirty my clothes with all the rubbish things they can and then hit me minimum 21 times each(as I turned 21) with all the energy of <i>badam</i> and dry fruits their mom had noshed them. X(</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">I took a shower after they were tired of hitting n making me dirty. We then sat on the floor with a bottle of whisky. And guess what – We did not had disposable glasses nor the crockery ones :-p </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">People where high and I was lost, I finished half of the bottle alone, I was completely out for the count, in a moment brain worked faster than enistein and in other was numb, body was free and light, with music it was super flexible, I was a little senti but did not cry. Moon materialized to be nearer and that was the moment when I could really realise that “Earth rotates” :-p</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The silence of pre dawn hours inculcate in my soul. The fuzzy morning whispered in my ears “Happy Birthday” accompanied a grin. I was happy with friends around me. The day passed in taking Amresh for his first job and best is, first day arrived on my birthday. I took a nap for 2 hours at 4PM. </span></div>
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I got up at 6, looked in the mirror and saw shubham criticizing me for my jungly beards. Before I shave it I wanted to get clicked with a cigar and beards ;). And I did that :D. </div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">The bond of Under Grad rocked the evening again with its best expressions. <a href="http://www.facebook.com/riti.shubham">Shubham</a>, <a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=545938405">Priyanaka</a>, <a href="http://www.facebook.com/forlorn.nehachhabria">Neha</a>, <a href="http://www.facebook.com/amreshpy">Amresh</a>, <a href="http://www.facebook.com/likejagdeep">Titu</a>, <a href="http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001241930465">Babumani</a> and of course me went for dinner in <a href="http://www.thegreatindiaplace.in/">GIP Noida</a>. Those three hours were about nurturing memories, about being happy and all about the best and pure wishes they cascaded for me. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">It was a day of celebration. It was not just that I added an year to my life but also the day I patted my back for coming out of sad outpourings and memories of beautiful 20<sup>th</sup> Birthday. I was always worried; I would drink and turn gloomy this birthday just in the recollections of last year, but no, sazzy broke his customs to drink and cry. He was happy this year. I patted my back for making such good friends who were around.. just to bring back the laughter.. where in my heart it's found.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Appropriately, my night and day was not just with the customary birthday cake but also with good drink and close friends. When sad outpourings vacuum you, then Life has contentment to fill at every stage and you realise it’s a long way ahead and yes you have the caliber.</span><br />
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What missed most was my <a href="http://sazz-2.blogspot.com/2011/04/home-of-60s.html">family</a>. I wish everyone was here.<br />
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<div class="MsoNormal">No matter how diverse, each of us loves converse (not the shoes ;-)). :p</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Loves to makes relations and develop social contacts and reach. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">randoM stanceS is no different in this particular case. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Battling with my viscous veins via vertical vanadium like structure inside my body it caressed my tantalizing and most able & intelligent compound. And then One Fine Day I gave birth to randoM stanceS facebook.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhE1j1fhguJbPPtd8HoO3yRrykav6MAgweOhaOLeuleI15sdPQ_G-qSk4bmDOZgLTsgfcd6pfYhTx84F6bKqTaysd_wJwP_qIqcyJjf1j_N2BWV-D6EZHw0uu6Xn8DSKB7ilA6TSWpMzDJ5/s1600/prt+scn.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhE1j1fhguJbPPtd8HoO3yRrykav6MAgweOhaOLeuleI15sdPQ_G-qSk4bmDOZgLTsgfcd6pfYhTx84F6bKqTaysd_wJwP_qIqcyJjf1j_N2BWV-D6EZHw0uu6Xn8DSKB7ilA6TSWpMzDJ5/s200/prt+scn.png" width="170" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/RandoM-stanceS/232682966777265">randoM stanceS facebook :)</a></div><div class="MsoNormal"> Voila. randoM stanceS is now a facebookie. :D</div></div>T Sukeshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11194925798045747525noreply@blogger.com0