Regaining!

Trapped! Troubled! Tensed! Mystified! And then I cried… In one word I was *fucked!*

Voila. With no hopes! But enough of tears, enough of aching, enough of the losing myself…

How the worries empowered me. How can a misunderstanding and imperfect character shook all my convictions. I can’t run down the drain dude!

I see the finish line; now to actually cross it.

I guess all my readers have noted my sudden freefall; being a fanatic sufferer all within past year all alone! Now you my “X” please am not biased, agreed ‘even you suffered’! BUT…

I count it as my new vice.  

Well this helped me make new – hilarious, trustworthy friends. Made me more disciplined as well.

Some more events are running in my diary. Hopefully they will happen soon!

I got control over me and my frail emotions on top.

I was torn up in something that ain’t real. Was crashed down, may be the pilot wasn’t skilled:-p

I would love to tag a few names who really-really helped me through my disappointments, who made me live alive.

Beginning with – 

Guria didi- My elder sis, My Dad, Uncle n my whole family- they gave as much of pocket money as I wanted!(money is really a motivation sometimes)

Amresh(Baba-2), Saurav(Baba-1), Heena, Jatin, Harshit, Anup bhaiya, Pallavi - (Friends)

Jayati ma’am – My mentor

Titu - my new roomie & a friend from infancy(who is helping m out now)

And a few more who really tolerated me after I was drunk :-p

But remember sazzy is never responsible for the things he says under the influence of alcohol! ;-)

I am on track now. I joined a good organisation & I put my best efforts there. I have my meals regularly on time and am also on the alleyway to quit smoking!

*although technically sazzy is not perfect, he needs to get an eye test today, needs to improve his malnutrition kiddo physic (GYM session gonna begin in a week), & needs more focus & presence of mind.*

Convictions were shaken but no more….

You can’t, can’t stop me

Even when the universe shrinks

I have learnt,

Learnt to play on the broken strings

What if I was knocked down?

Convictions shaken & dreams drown!

I will stand again

I will laugh in the battlefield

With no worries & I will never yield

Thy can’t impede

How much effort thy put but I will succeed.

Now I have learnt to walk on highway onto hell

How much thou yell or may my body swell

But I won’t stop

My ambitions will shine

And dude then we will party

With DJ and red wine :p

And now I will stand again

I will regain…

Sukesh